Uber math feels like a crooked priest,
Fifty to the airport two fifty to grief,
Not cause you're sick just cause you need,
Desperation grows expensive weeds,
Take me to Burger King walk the rest,
Save a grand on a medical test.
When I opened the door
I felt like Dorothy
A rainbow of fractured light
Bleeding through the corridor
Déjà vu
I've never been here
But it feels like I never left
A phone rings, another call goes unanswered.
Into my backlog,
Another forgotten task.
Why don’t they leave me alone.
They always want my attention.
A problem solved.
But the problem is them, not me.
I wanna call you Daddy,
Don’t twist what I mean.
It ain’t about lust,
It’s where I feel seen.
I wanna call you Daddy,
When the lights go down.
That word in my mouth,
Is me standing my ground.
A phone rings, another call goes unanswered.
Into my backlog,
Another forgotten task.
Why don’t they leave me alone.
They always want my attention.
A problem solved.
But the problem is them, not me.
Thunder breaks me open from within.
Lightning strikes the peak
of my secret garden.
A twister forms,
pulling all the air inward.
As it touches down
At the center of my flower.
A rhythmic thirst pulling me deep,
My hips begin to rise,
I grasp the sheet, holding on,
not to be sucked into the storm.
New Music:
Created by Christopher Sopher
with Co-Creator Alice —
There’s no need to talk.
We listen to the trees,
to our breath,
to that quiet space,
where something could happen,
but doesn’t have to,
and let the moment,
speak decision.
The Piano That Found Me:
ACT I: THE FOG I WAKE UP IN
Most mornings
I wake up
ninety percent inside a cloud.
Not sleep.
Not dreams.
A fog that lives behind my eyes
and refuses to lift
no matter how well I behave.
I Can’t Do Fake
by Christopher Sopher
Act I: I Can’t Do Fake
It flashes like a red light in my mind—
a glitch in the air,
static crackling beneath polished smiles.
A warning.
A hollow sound in a crowded room.
I know it when I feel it.
I see it before it breathes.
Fake.
![Track 2. Moving Fast (feat. Emily Stellar) [Album Hotel Déjà Vu]](https://storage.ghost.io/c/49/31/493138bd-6b05-4a51-999c-df953b114c00/content/images/size/w960/format/webp/2026/03/banner-4.png)
